Wednesday, November 30, 2005 | 9:30 AM

i'm so sad. :(
young lions are out of the SEA games
ok i noe they aren't that good and everything
BUT i don't really like ppl who forever think they suck and
just REFUSE to watch singapore soccer
ok i like the ppl, i just don't like their ATTITUDES.

anyway. i was SO heartbroken when baihakki was substituted
AIYO so sad la. but it was because raddy wanted to test out sharrif
i feel so sad for khairul amri. he worked so hard.
he should have gone home with a goal at least.
and basically i just feel very sad la for the whole team.
sometimes you miss those really good chances
then you think: maybe its meant to be
its like, they had so many wonderful chances la!
they still won anyway but indon won, so..

i read blink by malcolm gladwell.
it's GREAT. everyone should go read it.
hmmm i think i'll do a review on it for URanium.
the most o_0 thing was the one abt this guy giallo
he was shot 41 times in 4 seconds by 4 cops
who thought he was a robber cos he was 'acting suspiciously'
they started firing when he took out his 'gun'
...
and then they finished with their shooting and they look for the gun
and then they see a WALLET in giallo's OUTSTRETCHED hand.
ohmyG. :(((
it turns out that giallo lived in this ghetto district, was black
and he had a stutter and his eng was poor so when he saw the undercover cops
with the bullet proof vests and everything, he thought they were trying to rob him
and so he started running into his HOUSE
and those cops banged down his door and killed him.
my god la. your heart will just feel the pain i tell you.

argh. enough heart wrenching stuff..
the good news is
BACKSTREET BOYS ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!!
WOOHOOOOO!!!!
oh. my. god.
this is a DREAM COME TRUE OK!
ever since i was 9 yrs old, i have been IN LOVE
with bsb. and i told myself:
if they ever come i'm going NO MATTER WHAT.
and i'm going. i don't care.

tickets are out in 2 days time.
FRONT ROW HERE I COME!!!!
wheeeeee!!!!!

i'd better ace those re-s. if not i'll just jump off my roof or sth.
i MUST go. i WILL go.

To lead me
Saturday, November 26, 2005 | 10:11 AM

High above
Is a sticker peeling out of these yellow pages
Paper flies sink in the heavy air
To snow cover this land.

Made up of you, only.
What a silent world
Do you hear me waking in my slumber
In my slumber slumber

My hands slip white rings round my ears
To lead me.
Don't drop me, break me, maybe.

I can see your meshed dried leaves
Like an autumn scrapbook
Hanging a mistletoe above your head

To lead me
Guide me, show me, baby.
To your heart.

all neon like
| 9:53 AM

i'm at diane's house! she's watching louis koo
HAHA..tsktsk
i have been such a good girl
doing bio and a little physics
diane's a GOOD teacher! haha
and i'm a good piano teacher! haha



Not till you halo over me
Not till its shimmers round your skull
The cocoon surrounds you
Embraces all
So you can sleep
Foetus-style

:)
Friday, November 25, 2005 | 2:45 PM

wow. i see my tagboard has been heavily 'spammed'.
anyway due to space constraint i shall reply here. haha
ahemm.

nick: she is MARRIED and EXPECTING so for you to have thoughts like these are rather DISTURBING.

sheldon: lmao i am SO sorry that nick calls you that. its rather disturbing too amd yes the yellow guy blew my ears away..

miah: HAHA. eh whatEVER la stoopid chicken i feel VERY guilty okayy..anyway i came up with the app form design alr!and i hope u can book out!

mark: HELLO. are u trying to be sarcastic??? :(

yirui: eh YOU. come to church!!!there's a christmas musical going on.. MUST COME K??

michelle: ur brother will be my last resort.. and err is that really ur brother???

michelle's brother: why not?? :(

nazri: EH the ss paper was nice ok! it was the second best paper..haha u stoopid clever person ss so good still dare to say..

anyway. there's a VERY UTTERLY disturbing point and that is
the similarity between wuyue and nick's tags..
ok i noe i am ABIT horny but what's with the 'leanne is horny' and the 'can't believe leanne's so horny'???!!!
HAHAHA horrible ppl.
i tell you wingyan is number one k.
i am ONLY number TWO.
and nick u noe that very well
wuyue u noe too k. esp with the experience with wing's bear..
ahem.i would NEVER do such a thing to a soft toy..

ANYWAY..
i came up with a nice design for the soccer tourny!
its gonna be a football field! then u will write the players'name acc to where they will be playing. :))
then the captain will have a star! so genius right?
HAHAHA. ok nvm..

oh! singapore drew with indonesia! 0-0
sighh..
we missed so many chances
the finishing was soo horrible..
i am esp upset with agu casmir...
normally have loads of praise for him but he TOTALLY squandered a great chance la..
ARGH. today's match was much more exciting than the vietnam one
think khairul amri was REALLY good.
tengku and lionel too..and shi jiayi wasn't that bad la..
but sighh.. super sad.
just hope indonesia lose to vietnam..

and i think i'm super sua gu.
i was looking forward to watching pool vs betis tonight.
and the game was played this morning.
WAHHH. but no goals la so haha..didn't miss much..

oh anyway i saw shiwei outside prego on sat with her mum
NIIIICKKKKKK! jealous right? muahahahaah
but she didn't go in
the food didn't look good anyway can't blame her
in the end me and mum went to bar and billiard
and i saw andrew! haha
what a seeing-people day!
and then my dad was quite upset and jealous that he was not invited to our 'outing' so he turned up and joined us..
HAHA.. super funny..
the food there was goood! but i was having cramps :((
which lasted all the way till halfway thru service
i was like lying on the chairs outside the sanctuary
and ppl were giving me really weird stares.
so irritating.

ladeedum.
i went for a run today arnd my neighbourhood
it was nice..
fitness is dropping since i 'quit' soccer
but i'll be back! haha
just got to catch up on my grades..
BLEH.


MARIANNE'S SISTER IS PREGNANT!!!!
omg!!! congratulations to melissa and alfred!
yay!!! haha so fast leh!!!
hahaha anyway..hope u have a good time in perth anne!
:0) *hinthint*

big sigh
Wednesday, November 16, 2005 | 2:53 PM

whoosh
finally back to sane using of com..
my mouse totally DIED on me a few days ago
like..omg.
sighhh

finally finally finally

after not blogging for SO long
alot of things have kinda skipped over my head.
like..
see? they've skipped alr.

anw..i am doing ALOT of assesment currently
worst hol i've ever had
goodness.
chem is driving me up the wall ok
i need stress balls and stress-buster kits( made up of hersheys, icecream and choco-banana pastry)to keep me sane
of course there were cathartic screams along the way..

if physics is a middle finger
chem is like 2 middle fingers.
right up my..

anw..i also have had a growth spurt
*cross fingers and toes*
because the marking on the wall seems to have increased by quite a substantial amount.
YAY. just hope its for real.

and i saw ANG PENG SIONG last thursday at prego!!!!
wah! i was having supper then my dad pointed him out to me
i must say he looks really good in real life.
as in..he has that X factor..
and i do think he's quite tragic
as in the record timing and all..
if u don't know wad i'm talking abt
SHAME ON YOU.
go and check up NOW.

prego is the place to see stars man..
or like..famous ppl..
i rmb once i saw lee hsien yang and his family..
anw i can't decide if i should go for a nice lunch there this sat with my mum
OR
fulfill my duty as a promoter for the soccer min.

i'm SUPPOSED to go but ya..sigh
anw i want to advertise here for the soccer ministry.

its at REPUBLIC POLY or QUEENSWAY SECONDARY SCHOOL
every SATURDAY
from 11am - 1pm
XD

if you like soccer please DO COME ok?
esp if you have non-believing frens can bring them.

HA i feel so not guilty for not going man..
sighh..

OH! i bought a pair of pumps!
they're RED and NICE.
i think i shall name them DOROTHY after the wizard of oz girl
if i'm not wrong she used them to fly..
RIGHT?

haha..anw..
i think the new friendster system is quite..
its like now alot of ppl can see ur profile
then lately i've had lots of ppl that are third degree and all that
i mean.. i COMPLETELY dunno them la
then once i asked this guy if i knew him then he didn't reply
-.- wad nonsense is this.
at least the girls are more POLITE.

oh well..i need CHEM and possibly PHYSICS tuition
can anybody HELP ME PLEASE?????
:D

Friday, November 11, 2005 | 4:30 PM

i'm so sad. :(
young lions are out of the SEA games
ok i noe they aren't that good and everything
BUT i don't really like ppl who forever think they suck and
just REFUSE to watch singapore soccer
ok i like the ppl, i just don't like their ATTITUDES.

anyway. i was SO heartbroken when baihakki was substituted
AIYO so sad la. but it was because raddy wanted to test out sharrif
i feel so sad for khairul amri. he worked so hard.
he should have gone home with a goal at least.
and basically i just feel very sad la for the whole team.
sometimes you miss those really good chances
then you think: maybe its meant to be
its like, they had so many wonderful chances la!
they still won anyway but indon won, so..

i finished reading blink by malcolm gladwell.
it's GREAT. everyone should go read it.
hmmm i think i'll do a review on it for URanium.
the most o_0 thing was the one abt this guy giallo
he was shot 41 times in 4 seconds by 4 cops
who thought he was a robber cos he was 'acting suspiciously'
they started firing when he took out his 'gun'
...
and then they finished with their shooting and they look for the gun
and then they see a WALLET in giallo's OUTSTRETCHED hand.
ohmyG. :(((
it turns out that giallo lived in this ghetto district, was black
and he had a stutter and his eng was poor so when he saw the undercover cops
with the bullet proof vests and everything, he thought they were trying to rob him
and so he started running into his HOUSE
and those cops banged down his door and killed him.
my god la. your heart will just feel the pain i tell you.

argh. enough heart wrenching stuff..
the good news is
BACKSTREET BOYS ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!!
WOOHOOOOO!!!!
oh. my. god.
this is a DREAM COME TRUE OK!
ever since i was 9 yrs old, i have been IN LOVE
with bsb. and i told myself:
if they ever come i'm going NO MATTER WHAT.
and i'm going. i don't care.

tickets are out in 2 days time.
FRONT ROW HERE I COME!!!!
wheeeeee!!!!!

i'd better ace those re-s. if not i'll just jump off my roof or sth.
i MUST go. i WILL go.

i rock
Thursday, November 03, 2005 | 6:31 AM

i am such an idiot because after i asked wilbur to hacksaw my lock
and i found my key in my wallet
actually i checked alot of times alr k
but it so happened it was safely tucked into the brochure thingy in my wallet
SIGH.

i shall attempt to look for a combi lock
but i don't want the school type so small
i want the big ones like the dunman high one

anyway..the funny singer just walked past
heard he's a prc
but that still doesnt explain the weird accent he put on
anyway.
he ruined closing time and yellow
totally
everytime i see him i laugh.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

im sick now
no not sick
ILL.
im gg to get a sore throat soon i THINK
sigh
coughcough hackhack..
maybe its the icecream i ate yest
HAHA
terracotta and raspberry sundae
and midnight cookies and strawberry and some other thing that was nice too
at esplanade haagen dazs..

TATA i am off to the tree house to talk to diane.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005 | 12:03 PM

hey haha check this out..

1)go to google.com
2)type in failure (just the word)
3)click 'I'm feeling lucky'
4)LAUGH

hehehe..
hurry before the google ppl realise their mistake

| 11:51 AM

went to seah st deli today for lunch
haha..it was SOO goood i tell u
halloween specials..
i had pumpkin soup buffalo wings nuggets
abit of mum's calamari..
YUMM.
and i just ate there on sat..
haha..proves how good the food is..

at my grandma's house now..
blehh so many mosquito bites
just hope its not dengue..

oh man i sound so lame
must be all the mugging la
dad just bought all these stoopid exam papers
wth/f/s/c
yeah..and all these assesment bks
omg/c/s/f
SIGHHHHHH.
just hope i don't lose heart or focus
must keep close to god..

oh last night i received this sms
abt this pastor flores who was gonna be executed today in East timor
by BEATING!!
i got so freaked out
i was like smsing everyone to pray and all
i mean.. can u imagine like..
knowing that u're gonna die?
its like..the shittiest feeling ever..
for me it was like..just so friggin scary
like..oh my gosh oh my gosh!
ya so me and mum were praying really hard
and this evening my mum told me that he had been released by the rebels
:)
it was just a huge sigh of relief
like..WOW god.
i think it really sorta increased my diminsihing faith in god
like..to just know that he has his hand on everything
just very comforting to know that
even more so since dawn and like practically half the coos youth pop is going to east timor for mission trip this yr
ptiy im not going tho.
have the stanford epgy camp..

think the steng samrong orphans are gonna be really disappointed this yr
think they're expecting us to go back
since we did for the past 2 yrs
but i wanna go to many many places
not just cambodia..
i wanna go to thailand..etimor..indonesia
just experience everything..
but i guess i'll leave it to god..

on sat glenn preached the second part abt love and relationships
it was quite encouraging to see so many young ppl commiting to god in this aspect
but personally i feel that alot of young ppl out there
even in coos
they have this mentality that to have a STEAD
is to be cool and all that
its like they get tog for the status.
and they get tog too fast

i sat with nic and i found out she'd been cutting herself over this guy
and its like.. WHY!!??
u noe? why?
ya and like..they were unequally yoked
and glenn said this thing abt unequally yoked relationships
they are shallow cos there is no common goal which is god
and i think that's really true?
just really opened my eyes and shook me hard.
he also said sth abt rebounds.
HMMMMMMM.

anw i saw joel at(surprise surprise!)SRC
was like.. EH??
haha..ya then i think his brother said hello too
but i don't noe who he is!?
so i just daoed him.like didn't even look at him :(
but if i rmb correctly he's quite cute
think i saw him in sch once
HA. wasted la..
haha.


anyway..here's the song for you.

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

we the stars fall
and I lie awake
You're my shooting star

***