S.O.S.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 | 4:17 PM
these two weeks (and these few days especially) have been so crazy tiring
if you ask me to think and tell you what exactly it is i did,
i wouldnt be able to but i can tell you
i am absolutely shacked out. dead. kaput.
IN NEED OF HELP.
badly.
i am too tired and i don't know how to carry on.
and i have no choice, i have to keep going
but it is wearing me out like
nobody's business.
right about now i am working on the GREAT gatsby essay
it's rather killing me.
dead girl typing, yes.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 | 4:17 PM
these two weeks (and these few days especially) have been so crazy tiring
if you ask me to think and tell you what exactly it is i did,
i wouldnt be able to but i can tell you
i am absolutely shacked out. dead. kaput.
IN NEED OF HELP.
badly.
i am too tired and i don't know how to carry on.
and i have no choice, i have to keep going
but it is wearing me out like
nobody's business.
right about now i am working on the GREAT gatsby essay
it's rather killing me.
dead girl typing, yes.
you're way too -
Friday, January 25, 2008 | 10:43 PM
Firstly, my condolences to Heath Ledger's family and friends.
Secondly, i have been thinking about whether i should go for CAP, what with the clash with the As if i do qualify for mentorship.
Tomorrow is my last session with OLE at SMU's Campus Green. i'll be going with wuyue. last week i met wendy who's a lawyer and from VJ as well and we had a good time talking about our things in common.
Last night i was doing front-of-house for Howl Under The Moon, an M1 Fringe Fest dance. it was rather bjork-like but not my kind of thing really. Again, met some nice people.
If this keeps up and i take on the job that's promising to pay me 500 a week, i'm going to have many many new friends. So. Yay?
Anyway, this Thursday is going to be uber exciting. SECRET. ssshhhhh.
xx
Friday, January 25, 2008 | 10:43 PM
THE ARMY BOYS ARE BACK YO!
Firstly, my condolences to Heath Ledger's family and friends.
Secondly, i have been thinking about whether i should go for CAP, what with the clash with the As if i do qualify for mentorship.
Tomorrow is my last session with OLE at SMU's Campus Green. i'll be going with wuyue. last week i met wendy who's a lawyer and from VJ as well and we had a good time talking about our things in common.
Last night i was doing front-of-house for Howl Under The Moon, an M1 Fringe Fest dance. it was rather bjork-like but not my kind of thing really. Again, met some nice people.
If this keeps up and i take on the job that's promising to pay me 500 a week, i'm going to have many many new friends. So. Yay?
Anyway, this Thursday is going to be uber exciting. SECRET. ssshhhhh.
xx
thaipan
Thursday, January 17, 2008 | 9:22 PM
How apt that I should be
Dressed for my own funeral.
That at an evening reunion
I should be mourning.
How nice, that you do not
consider me,
that you are selfish
and accusing.
Can you not tell
that I have nothing to say to you.
Tears that claw out eyes and drown out
Vision,
Let those be my words today.
While you absorb into your other world,
pretend that your day was
excellent,
and carry on perfect conversation.
Outside a Chinese
lantern
burns red like blood,
thicker than the stain between us.
it is distant,
like
Hope.
and it's light
glows like a heart,
dissipating permeating
spreading out
so it can be
everything,
everywhere,
every time.
Thursday, January 17, 2008 | 9:22 PM
How apt that I should be
Dressed for my own funeral.
That at an evening reunion
I should be mourning.
How nice, that you do not
consider me,
that you are selfish
and accusing.
Can you not tell
that I have nothing to say to you.
Tears that claw out eyes and drown out
Vision,
Let those be my words today.
While you absorb into your other world,
pretend that your day was
excellent,
and carry on perfect conversation.
Outside a Chinese
lantern
burns red like blood,
thicker than the stain between us.
it is distant,
like
Hope.
and it's light
glows like a heart,
dissipating permeating
spreading out
so it can be
everything,
everywhere,
every time.
twenty-four oceans
Sunday, January 13, 2008 | 11:15 PM
there are too many things to be.
there is too little time to not be.
i am a bookworm once again! hurray!
currently i have margaret atwood - the door (in the toilet),
and jodi picoult - nineteen minutes (for all other times)
and i think i shall buy My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
and The Reasons I Won't Be Coming - Elliot Perlman
and MAYBE Songs of The Humpback Whale - Jodi Picoult
2008 is the year of blessing, not only me being on the receiving end,
but me giving as well!
my new year resolutions:
1) BE PUNCTUAL.
2) save more money
3) be less bitchy and judgemental
4) BE FOCUSED!
wed i was at 7-11 cos me and wen were craving for potato chips after seeing jeri's LAYS sour cream & onion WHICH SHE REFUSED TO SHARE.
so this huge sign says $2.30 above the LAYS.
and i go to pay and the woman tells me it's $4.15
so ok. i say, i won't take it then.
and the woman says. NO YOU CANT.
she says I CANT CANCEL IT.
IF YOU DONT TAKE IT I HAVE TO PAY.
and im like. what. like WHAT.
i have seriously never heard of such a ridiculous policy.
and shes like NEXT TIME YOU BETTER CHECK YOUR MONEY.
ok like. THAT. was real pissifying.
so i just paid for it and also out of the kindness of my heart
cos i believed her when she said she would have to pay for it.
and then after walking back to school and complaining to everyone how bitchy she was
I DECIDED TO CALL UP HEAD OFFICE TO COMPLAIN!
and complain i did.
although i must say 7-11's customer service kinda sucks.
but anyway they told me they will counsel the woman and teach her how to use the cash register and cancel transactions.
i'm glad. cos it means she will know it was me who complained.
maybe tomorrow i will go and test if the said action has been taken.
if not, COMPLAIN AGAIN! hahahah
oh well there are many other things to say but it's too late a time to properly *the C word that has slipped my mind at this hour* my thoughts into words.
take my shoes off,
and throw them in the lake and i will be
two steps on the water
Sunday, January 13, 2008 | 11:15 PM
there are too many things to be.
there is too little time to not be.
i am a bookworm once again! hurray!
currently i have margaret atwood - the door (in the toilet),
and jodi picoult - nineteen minutes (for all other times)
and i think i shall buy My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult
and The Reasons I Won't Be Coming - Elliot Perlman
and MAYBE Songs of The Humpback Whale - Jodi Picoult
2008 is the year of blessing, not only me being on the receiving end,
but me giving as well!
my new year resolutions:
1) BE PUNCTUAL.
2) save more money
3) be less bitchy and judgemental
4) BE FOCUSED!
wed i was at 7-11 cos me and wen were craving for potato chips after seeing jeri's LAYS sour cream & onion WHICH SHE REFUSED TO SHARE.
so this huge sign says $2.30 above the LAYS.
and i go to pay and the woman tells me it's $4.15
so ok. i say, i won't take it then.
and the woman says. NO YOU CANT.
she says I CANT CANCEL IT.
IF YOU DONT TAKE IT I HAVE TO PAY.
and im like. what. like WHAT.
i have seriously never heard of such a ridiculous policy.
and shes like NEXT TIME YOU BETTER CHECK YOUR MONEY.
ok like. THAT. was real pissifying.
so i just paid for it and also out of the kindness of my heart
cos i believed her when she said she would have to pay for it.
and then after walking back to school and complaining to everyone how bitchy she was
I DECIDED TO CALL UP HEAD OFFICE TO COMPLAIN!
and complain i did.
although i must say 7-11's customer service kinda sucks.
but anyway they told me they will counsel the woman and teach her how to use the cash register and cancel transactions.
i'm glad. cos it means she will know it was me who complained.
maybe tomorrow i will go and test if the said action has been taken.
if not, COMPLAIN AGAIN! hahahah
oh well there are many other things to say but it's too late a time to properly *the C word that has slipped my mind at this hour* my thoughts into words.
take my shoes off,
and throw them in the lake and i will be
two steps on the water
so lonely was the ballad
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 | 8:19 PM
aching legs and aching bum
i like talking to people about music especially when we do the lyrics thing.
for example:
love of mine,
someday you will die
but i'll be close behind
i'll follow you into the dark
if heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied
illuminate the nos on their vacancy signs
if there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
then i'll follow you into the dark
:)
and i tend to forget random things these days
like i can have a thought and suddenly lose it
HOWEVER i am good at remembering things like homework ETC
and anyway, its quite sad that my friends are going to army soon
:(
but
HAPPY BEANS DAY to
diane, jovena, marianne :D
3 years and counting..
i love you all
2005 - Dim Sum Dollies
2006 - Army Daze
Little Shop of Horrors
Multiple Personality Disorder
2007 - Symphony of Voices
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 | 8:19 PM
aching legs and aching bum
i like talking to people about music especially when we do the lyrics thing.
for example:
love of mine,
someday you will die
but i'll be close behind
i'll follow you into the dark
if heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied
illuminate the nos on their vacancy signs
if there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
then i'll follow you into the dark
:)
and i tend to forget random things these days
like i can have a thought and suddenly lose it
HOWEVER i am good at remembering things like homework ETC
and anyway, its quite sad that my friends are going to army soon
:(
but
HAPPY BEANS DAY to
diane, jovena, marianne :D
3 years and counting..
i love you all
2005 - Dim Sum Dollies
2006 - Army Daze
Little Shop of Horrors
Multiple Personality Disorder
2007 - Symphony of Voices
it's a silly time to learn to swim when you start to drown
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 | 10:37 PM
showers pounding out a new beat
I trade my old shoes for new feet
I grab a new seat
I don't like the one I got the fabric's wearing through
and it's wearing me out
you're wearing me down
ok i just had to say,
i can't believe i'm going back to school tmr as a j2,
and i have a quarter of a mind to just.. go for the artery mtg in the afternoon
i have been trying to study!
TRIED. in the afternoon.
but i still have focusing issues..
and i am super duper full now
due to a SUMPTUOUS dinner at Conrad
(btw Conrad is the luxury brand of Hilton)
oooohhhhhh.
i had half a dozen oysters and half a dozen mussels
MMMMMMMM....
supah fly.
and then i found a fly on their raw fish!
so i got a 66.666% discount on my dinner (:
and i tried some new beer: archipelago?? or something
and it was the best beer i've ever had.
but too bad there was no champagne jelly :(
the mango martini was NOTHING compared to it.
and and and nice black sesame macaroon!
OSCAR'S at CONRAD - go try.
ok.
it's back to my dear geography.
and my top song picks for the new year:
1) The Professor - Damien Rice
2) Bizarre Love Triangle - Frente
3) Letter Read - Rachael Yamagata
4) My Number - Tegan and Sara
5) Heaven (Slow) - DJ Sammy
6) Not Tonight - Tegan and Sara
but the song of 2007 is none other than..
UMBRELLA!
by Rihanna ft. Jay Z
i say it wins hands down.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 | 10:37 PM
showers pounding out a new beat
I trade my old shoes for new feet
I grab a new seat
I don't like the one I got the fabric's wearing through
and it's wearing me out
you're wearing me down
ok i just had to say,
i can't believe i'm going back to school tmr as a j2,
and i have a quarter of a mind to just.. go for the artery mtg in the afternoon
i have been trying to study!
TRIED. in the afternoon.
but i still have focusing issues..
and i am super duper full now
due to a SUMPTUOUS dinner at Conrad
(btw Conrad is the luxury brand of Hilton)
oooohhhhhh.
i had half a dozen oysters and half a dozen mussels
MMMMMMMM....
supah fly.
and then i found a fly on their raw fish!
so i got a 66.666% discount on my dinner (:
and i tried some new beer: archipelago?? or something
and it was the best beer i've ever had.
but too bad there was no champagne jelly :(
the mango martini was NOTHING compared to it.
and and and nice black sesame macaroon!
OSCAR'S at CONRAD - go try.
ok.
it's back to my dear geography.
and my top song picks for the new year:
1) The Professor - Damien Rice
2) Bizarre Love Triangle - Frente
3) Letter Read - Rachael Yamagata
4) My Number - Tegan and Sara
5) Heaven (Slow) - DJ Sammy
6) Not Tonight - Tegan and Sara
but the song of 2007 is none other than..
UMBRELLA!
by Rihanna ft. Jay Z
i say it wins hands down.